Life is not a bed of roses ,it is real harsh.... Full of pain n sufferings,I realised it when I was asked to be bed ridden for 10 days... First few days were easy...then the real pain began... Those who were close n near started finding reasons to stay away.
Everyday arguments began to increase.... 10days turned into 2 months and still the wait was not over...had to leave job, friends n biggest my life.... No one understood the pain I was going through on top of it constant nagging and lectures.
Started to feel like a tennis ball being thrown from one court to other..husband used to find reasons to send me to mom house and vice versa.... Though everyone was there for me physically giving me food and medicines on time....
But emotionally I was all alone... No one there.......
What do I do where do I go...are these the people for whom I cry....are these my loved ones....
Dunno simply dunno.....
